Last weekend, I had sex with a girl who has been around for a long time. In the beginning, three years or so ago, the beta put her on a pedestal and all that bullshit. Result: there was none.
Then, a year and a half ago I discovered Patrice O'neal's Black Phillip Show and was hungry for more, to learn. I finally came across this sub. Read the sidebar, looked around in my piece of the world and saw that my friends who were Red Pill by nature got the girls and me and my friends got nothing.
I was this girl's time ho, as Patrice once put it, and I finally had the balls to tell her to fuck off. It took a long of convincing myself, but eventually I made the choice and stuck with it.
She went mad, she just couldn't take someone not giving her attention. She tried to make me orbit around her but everytime I felt this would happen I completely cut off contact.
Finally, one week ago she sent me a message saying how mad she was I didn't wish her a happy birthday two weeks before that. I told her: "come to my house, bring drinks and I'll wish you a happy birthday."
And she did. I couldn't believe it yet was still on the defensive. She could just try to make me orbit again like she tried once before. "I know what you're planning to do, you're trying to get me drunk. But I don't care. Should I wax?" "That's never hurt anyone."
There was no orbiting anymore. Two beers in and we were in the bedroom. She had no underwear on, too. So she knew what that meant because I made it clear everytime I cut contact: "I don't need friends, got plenty of those."
Thank you, gentleman. Now it's time to take full advantage of this momentum in self-confidence. I'm not planning on a relationship with this girl. Let's smell those roses, because I finally have the tools to do so.